It’s Okay To Be Chill…

The time when I decided to become an introvert. To be completely honest, I have no idea regarding the real definition of an introvert.

There are so many mouths regarding the term,

People who always scare to be outside

People who just want to stay at home and never go out

People who just want to be left alone

A few years ago, I never thought about switching myself to become one of those “people”. The extrovert side of me will never let me switch side but like many of that infamous quote…

You will never know the future….

I never declared myself to be an introvert person, but after reading all the articles, I am pretty sure I am now. Oh boy this is so hard

Yes to all of these lists…

  • Love to spend time at homes on weekend than going out
  • Prefer to be left alone especially at night
  • I have no trouble going out shopping, eating, etc alone
  • Not comfortable with meeting new people

As a whole conclusion, I am very chill and calm now compared to before. I am not saying that I don’t enjoy getting crazy or going to a party but because I think I don’t do that often, even though some of my friends called me crazy, crackhead, or anything that you want. 

I enjoyed those everyone crazy moments but I also enjoyed chilling and be left alone. To be honest, I am not sure if I can 100% completely said I am an introvert person. That is up to you what to decide.

This is just small words coming out from a person mind. Nothing is sure yet. But there is nothing wrong of speaking your mind. 


The Last Attempt

While writing this, it is 1:14 am (Malaysian Time) and listening to Bawling by Primary and Oh Hyuk. The music gets me into this reminiscing mood.

But before I start, hello people out there.

I am proud to have this picture

This is going to be another attempt for me to blog again. To be honest, I do not know how many times I tried but I hope today is my last attempt.

One of the main reasons why I wanted to blog again because, by far this is the only place for me to talk, express, or any fancy complaint that I bear throughout my life. To be completely honest, I can use social media (Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, etc) as a medium for my useless ranting, but with all my blood relation relatives and friends are there, there is no way I will be able to do that.

Trying to be strong but I am not. Trying to put a poker face on but I still feel hurt. 

What with all this ranting anyway? But here, I want to keep it very open. Those who I do not know are the most very welcome in here.

And a simple introduction.

Ruhil Rosly | 29 years old | Single | Freelance as a content writer

I do not expect this post or this blog to be read by someone else, but if you see this, I very much appreciate it. And English is my second language, so thank you for being patient about my horrible grammar that you might come across (even after I used Grammarly).

There will be more stories to tell and honestly, I am very excited. And I hope you will do too.